Archive for April, 2007

22
Apr

and i’m older

..truly, im older. belated happy birthday to me.

18
Apr

when all things seem to fall

ito ang araw kung san, pakiramdam ko lahat ng mga bagay ay bumagsak sa king harapan. (well, that seems to be an overstatement)

my desire to do something else, and desire to do another else. and be in this place and then to another. to talk to people and then share to another (hindi paggogossip). ung para bang gusto kong gawin ang mga bagay na gusto ko pero dapat isa isa lang, hindi pwede ang sabayan. tapos malulungkot kasi hindi carry ng super powers.

then biglang mapapaisip about our limitedness dito sa mundo. haay, truly we’re such a limited being (kaya nga may economics e, managing our "limited" resources) yet it doesn’t gives us excuse not to be the best of what we can be. we are limited, pero there are things we can do to put out the best on us.

nakakatuwang isipin ang ating pwedeng gawin when we get to heaven. like we will not be limited, kasi abundant at limitless (unlimited text na totoo) ang supply ni Lord na may-ari ng lahat. (pop-up thought: meron pa ba dung economics, ngaung unlimited na ang supply?) (pop-up answer: we will still be called to be stewards, good stewards of His resources). di ba, thinking of what possibilities we can do there in the place where He prepared for us, gives us much enjoyment to do things with the Lord with our perfected and resurrected body, tapos refined and perfected na rin ung mga bagay that we used to do sa earth.

haay, nakakatuwang isipin ang boundless capacity natin to do things for His glory. tulad nga message last Sunday, kailangan i change ang view kay God, icheck ang aking Christian life, at baguhin ang perspective ng eternity. hay. enjoy diba? kaya dun sa heaven, di na ako mapapagod mag-isip on what to do! sana kasama kita doon, kaibigan.

07
Apr

aun na nga

its amazing how the Lord really works.

after so much of questionings and desire to-knowings, nakakatuwa how He answers and speaks from the old testament’s minor prophets. hay. His ways are really not mine but its comforting to know that His tender love covers me. hay. buti na lang.

hay, kaysa kung paano ni Lord bigla na lang inaayos ang lahat. hay. this sunday’s message speaks of those who worshiped and those who doubted the risen Christ.  comforting to know that from the doubts one may have, the shadow of doubts that clouds my faith, there is a great God who can meet me and remove the darkness and show to me the sky again. hay, salamat Lord!

01
Apr

paano na?

paano na nga ba? hindi ko alam, malamang hindi mo rin batid. paano na? muli na naman akong natatabunan ng mga bagay na maaaring tumaklob sa aking sangkatauhan. paano na nga ba? kung takot at mga bagay na di pa alam ang babalot at mangunguna? paano na kung di na malalaman ang patutunguhan? paano na kung ang hahakbangan ay pareho pa rin pala sa inaasahan? paano kung hindi rin? paano ba?