Archive for February, 2007

16
Feb

ive been there

i cant imagine. never figured it out that i’ll be able to talk to you at that moment. hay. natatawa na lang ako when i was able to relate to you my story that is similar to what you are into. masaya to share. *shing, shing* salamat sa’yo at sa paghaba ng mga buhok natin anak ko. at ang mga grrr sa kanila.

hindi ko rin akalain that most people around me are suffering. wilderness. winter. cold experiences. ive been there and i was glad to know that im not alone. hold on. carry lang. hindi dapat matakot pag nalulungkot.

ive been to phsa for so many many times. isa na ata ako sa mga everyday nakikita ng mga kids (na taga-labas). and im glad to orient again and again the newbies, the first timers sa kagandahan ng makiling. ito ang ballet studio. ang duran. ang dorms kung saan dun kami nagbe-bible study. dun. maganda dun…un ang art center. see the city lights.

ang kawindangan ng mga big events. right there! on the spot i am to make the decision, a do or die situation. the pressure. the need. hay. nakakataranta. ive been there and im glad to support those who are being put to that pressure.

i was able to go back to my home for two years. hay. glad to see my day and night kabatian. my old room. the table where i used to study. the posts, the walls. the very dorm. and its nice to hear that the butterflies sa ceiling are still there.

i’ve been there. and there are much to be travelled and to tell the younger ones that ive been there.

07
Feb

talo

its the night before i went to sleep. i accepted defeat. in bold red letters…

T A L O.

cant do anything but to stop wrestling and struggling and entrust to Him everything, every little detail.