Archive for August, 2006

29
Aug

i’ve learned

i’ve learned that:

i should listen. sa kadaldalan,sa kasasalita.makinig naman daw muna. uhm, mabatukan ako, masakit un.bakit ba ang hirap i-train ng ears ko. i’m learning from listening.its wonderful to listen to stories, sharing and peoples’ ideas, young, old and others.i should be quick to listen, slow to speak and get angry.

its a privilege to be an ate.to be entrusted this opportunity. hay. enjoy. i’m glad i’ve experienced it before sv knew me.grabe, hindi pala lahat may ganitong pagkakataon. masarap pag kinakausap nila ako, when they seek help, magpaturo at magpatulong in any means or kahit tagapakinig lang sa mga sentimyento ng buhay. at ang pagiging ate hindi lang sa mas nakababata sa kin. may mga times na parang ate ako ng iba kahit mas matanda na sila.enjoy. but also, im on the look out in what i do, as other people look at me, i continue to look up to the Lord as my model that others will see HIs glory in me.

the strength i’m using is not mine anymore. grabe, napaka hectic ng thursday and fridays ko. at kapag naman may saturday events pa sobrang pagod na.buti na lang napakalaki ng mga kamay ni Lord to hold me. hindi ko na talaga lakas ang ginagamit ko, promise. glad to realize it, but it has been the way ever since, nothing i have belongs to me.

i missed smiling. ECHO held a team building activity at a particular school. i was facilitating teachers, oh my, ma’am, sir, i was so young sa group, in fact the youngest. and while sharing, all i do was smiling and agreeing to their sharing. i think i never smiled that long. kaya si ako, should smile more often there are lots of reasons to do it.

03
Aug

why so much of talking? and relating?

why so much of it? and i’m obviously wanting for more. isa sa mga core na ginagawa ng mga tao ay makipagrelate. makipagkwentuhan malalim o mababaw man. at aun, pagod. yet im doing it over and over. ano yan iha, reklamo? hindi.

03
Aug

para may mapost lang ulit

para may mapost lang ulit. come on.

tapos at the end marami na naman akong nasabi. ewan ko ba kung san nanggagaling ang lahat. anyway, masaya lang talaga magblog. pero wala akong maisip. kasi hindi ko naman pwede isiwalat ang mga napag-usapan namin sa gtky namin. (ano ang gtky? originally getting to know you, pero ginawan ko ng sariling meaning, GT Kit and You, kung sino mang dapat kong imeet, ayos db? e ano naman ang GT? grad team member kasi ako, volunteer ever sa SVCF. e ano naman ang svcf? state varsity christian fellowship, isang campus based ministry sa uplb. ang portion po na ito ay para sa hindi nakakaalam.)

masarap magbasa ng libro. un. dito muna.